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Acknowledgements
I am just the translator for a group of felines who had a few things to say to the human beings of the planet. But as translator, I feel it important to lay the groundwork for the new kind of work that humans will be doing with a variety of animal species in the coming years.
The process of 'humanimal' co-creative exchange is already happening quietly in many places all over the globe. But as far as the education regarding this magical phenomenon goes, we have yet to fully grasp on a mass level the astounding and significant psychic connection we truly have to the animals.
I was educated as many others of my generation were; and that was that learning only came from other human beings. The fact is, most of us are brought up to receive into our beingness the voices and ideas of other humans while we are simultaneously taught to dismiss our heart felt and instinctual connection to all of nature that surrounds us. More simply put, we are mass trained to disbelieve the unspoken psychic-emotional bonds we have to our beloved pets.
My Mother was the first naturally instinctive teacher who allowed me the divine right to 'listen' to the other species that co-exist with us despite how this special interaction may appear to others in the world. This enabled me to interact intuitively with animals through the voice that spoke from my very own heart. It was the 'heart' that told me to reach down to lift a broken winged bird from the road. It was 'heart' that impulsed me to choose to spend hours sitting with a dying squirrel rather than to watch mindless human created TV shows. What did I actually get out of that? Why would I choose to chance feelings of sorrow over being entrained via an electrical box into a state of laughter?
While most may impulsively accept the reasoning that a God or Universal Force controls everything, including if a bird shall die on a human-paved road, just what does our early childhood indoctrination to linear minded, strictly human created ideas do to our innate organic and bio-energetic impulses for experiencing and 'feeling' all of life? Just where and how do we begin the process of shutting out the living realities and experiences of those who co-habit Earth with us? How does this human tendency of shutting out the realities of other species damage or dull an entire lifetimes worth of experiential moments?
Is there a benefit of choosing one such activity over another? That is a choice each soul must take when given the opportunity to do so, for such a choice to bond with nature will indeed keep one's soul 'consciously' connected to the energy source and cosmic consciousness of nature.
Whatever life form came home with me, it was given the space and peace to either die with love and dignity in my arms or we nursed them so that they could be released back to nature in healed physical form. Each encounter with a wild animal was an adventure and great exercise in maintaining a physical-emotional connection with the many other species that co-exist with us.
As children, too often we are given negative messages about the wild creatures that co-exist with us. We are told that pigeons are dirty, rats are diseased, bats are rabid and that dogs are vicious. Yet if one is raised with an open and loving perception toward injured animals, the energy of fear completely dissolves and the specialness of direct interaction is allowed to occur.
The early training on how to connect direct with the animals enabled me in later years to work with them in much more advanced ways, for every experience leads us closer to a more magical set of circumstances. My dance with the feline consciousness has been a humbling and enormously joyous experience. This book is about the learning's that have come about as a result of my interaction with them at advanced communicative levels. From my channelings with them they have taught me much about my own ignorance and disconnection from all that exists. I am deeply grateful that their never-ending patience overrode their frustration of living with a slowly awakening human being. They've got a thankless job to do here and have not near enough human advocates for the qualitative nature of their work regarding the human evolution process.
Our animal friends need to be acknowledged for their wisdom, ideas, dreams and knowledge as well as their divine ability to unconditionally love. They think, feel, talk and constantly send us messages about how we live our lives. They constantly and tirelessly transmute our dark and negative thought forms by extracting them from our bodies and filtering them through their astral bodies. They energetically assist in our physical, mental and emotional healing process. There is so much more to our pets than the average human consciousness acknowledges.
They are our friends, healers and teachers and I thank each and every form of animal that has taught me about the grandness of our creation. Long gone are the days where humans disregard the voices of their pets. Millions of people all over the globe are awakening to the messages of our fuzzy friends. Human awakening is happening. And as my feline friends have exclaimed to me, they are 'absolutely overjoyed' for us.
In thanks to the animals who served as pets; Sweet Pea, Pal, Pipsqueak, Skeeter, Varina Davis, Jefferson Davis, Roberta Lee, Braxton Bragg, Stonewall Jackson, Vicksburg, Grumble Jones, Willie, The Guineas, The Rats, The Gerbils, The Newts, The Fish, Tweety, So Sorry Charlie, Scrum Chi Chum, Bunny Bunn, Bubbles Bunn, Bonnie Bunn, Mudbub, The Angelic Trio, Slink, Redfishy, Bluefishy, Kitty Kitty, Precious, Squirley Whirley, Squirt, Scooter, Mama White, Pharoah, Phoenix, Calico, Newt, Lady, Red, Pandora, Magical Mr. Mush, Scooter 2, Mama Micey, Baby Micey, Emerald, Thunder and Mr. Peabody.
With special gratitude to; the many other animals whom I've danced with but are too numerous to give proper mention because many of them were unnamed strays or wild animals that stayed with me for such short periods of time. I know that they are all with me and that they grasp my invisible acknowledgement of each of them. This includes the animal spirits that were given to me as spirit guides during my many years of psychic healing research.
In Further Thanks to the Gifted Channelers & Healers, Kate Solisti-Mattelon, Cathy Malkin, Johanna Seers, Marcy Prisco, Charles & Keith Edwards, Dr. Cathy Edwards, Dr. Kurt Blaicher, Jackie Gibbons, Terri Morrison and the People For Animals Crew.
Introduction To An Awakening Humanity
Many people are taught to fear wild or abandoned animals. The educative misinformation and fear based propaganda that humans have created behind rabies and other wild animal diseases has set up such an enormous invisible barrier within the collective human psyche that though many often feel the heartfelt urge to connect with a wounded or stray animal - our mass psycho-programmed fear of animals often prevents many individuals from claiming their divine right to physically and emotionally engage with all other forms of animals when given a blessed chance.
When a child reaches out to touch a wounded bird and a mother screams, 'Don't touch that!', a message of distrust and disconnection is taught to that child. When a couple sees a stray dog caught on a highway median and refuses to help it, human ignorance reigns over human compassion. When an animal control officer stumbles across an abandoned shed that houses over 40 neglected and starving cats and all are put to sleep in order to 'spare' them, rarely do we see anyone step up and publicly apologize in prayer to those animals for their suffering that some other human has caused. We are so deeply disconnected from our animal companions it is frightening and the worst part about our disconnected state of being is that we are not even aware that we are disconnected.
These and thousands of more stories reflect back to us over and over again that the human race has not yet begun to responsibly address its spiritual disconnection from all living things. Were all of us empathetically and emotionally tied to every living creature as was once the reality of our distant galactic past, we could not and would not allow for such terrible sufferings to occur. We wouldn't do the things to animals that we do if we could immediately 'feel' ourselves the emotional distress and terror our mindless activities cause them.
The human created fear based propaganda against animals is not rooted in our metaphysical heritage, for metaphysically speaking, we all share the underlying principles of energy that make up our physical universe. Whether animal or human, we are all made of light and consciousness. Each species has its own perspective on life and carries within form, a magically coded cosmic intelligence that offers significant contribution to keeping our world in balance.
As humanity slowly expands its consciousness via the five senses, we are beginning to acknowledge that animal intelligence is connected to us and is indeed, very real and very integral to our own evolutionary process. Not only are an animal's thoughts and emotions very similar to ours, their personalities mimic many human qualities and perspectives.
Luckily for most animal lovers, there is a very deep psychic connection that exists between each human being and their beloved pet that supercedes the otherwise restrictive and societally orchestrated codes of conduct between humans and animals. Opening to the enormous value of animal consciousness begins with the opening of the human heart. That's why most pet owners are also stray animal lovers.
As we hone deep and intimate connections with our animals, on many levels, our pets actually psychically teach us about their consciousness and our spiritual disconnection from them. When we act from the heart without letting our minds interfere, we automatically and innately respond to nature as we were always intended to. Fear instantly dissolves and instead becomes divine connection. The experience we then have is a joyful reunion with nature as it was intended, when we unexpectedly stumble across an animal of some kind.
Our pets constantly hold a hopeful vigil for our continued awakening to this connection between us and them as we grow in our own evolution process. All pets hope their owners will awaken to who they really are. They desire to truly co-create with us instead of being forced to spontaneously grasp at the few mere moments we actually pay attention to them during the course of a single day.
Human beings have become so self serving and ignorant to what exists around them that most animal owners don't even recognize that their animals have feelings or creative ideas they wish to share with their owners. As the mass awakening of humanity continues however, we are finding that differing species hold uniquely special keys to our evolvement process and that information from them does indeed assist us in understanding our psychic-energetic connection to our world.
When we open to the wisdom our pets have and accept through psychic means their ideas and offerings, we are often astonished to find that they know everything about us, no matter how much we covet or hide our behavior. They know who we interact with, who we lie to, who we've hurt and who has hurt us. They know what our secret dreams are. They know when we're depressed or unhappy. They know when we are lying to ourselves. And yet they are there, ready and always willing to offer up support and love anytime we decide to accept it.
As human beings expand their psychic awareness and awaken to the greater invisible realities that co-exist with us, a wonderful thing is occurring between humans and the animals they love. Many people are flocking to animal communicators to find out what their pets have to say. Many more are beginning to take action to stop animal cruelty. As we educate one another through either general conversation, media events or TV shows, and as we collectively join together to assist in animal rescues, humanity as a whole is beginning to tap into the 'direct soul knowledge' that supercedes misinformation and speaks of the greater connection of all that exists, which quietly whispers to all of us, 'We are all one'.
In the many channelings I have had with my cats over the years, far greater than the information they have given me and greater than all the love I have received from them has come the single gift of the return of my soul knowing, that tells me for sure that I am on the right path after all. Like my cats, I encourage all others on their journey back to their own unique soul knowings. It's a wonderful thing when a human awakening occurs.
Chapter 1
A few words from the Starkitty caretaker: When asked just how I personally translate the Starkitty wisdom, I generally explain that it could best be described as automatic writing. Were I to sit in front of a group of people and attempt to audibly hear the voices of the felines, chances are I'd draw a big fat blank. Though I have received live telepathic promptings most of my life, for some strange reason, the skill for listening in a controlled telepathic manner just doesn't function right within me...at least at this point of time. (Tap OUR HUMAN and scroll down to learn how I do actually psychically receive info at this time)
Automatic writing can best be described as simply focusing and allowing thoughts to move from the ethers to your fingers and onto paper. There is something magical in the practice of being forced to sit quiet and solely focused on a keyboard that enables the words to just flow through me. Visual distractions somehow prevent me from being able to completely focus. But when I close my eyes or force them to remain pointed in one direction, I am able to access deeper amounts of esoteric information. This practice is much like the way a tarot reader uses a crystal ball or scrying mirror. I don't question how it all works really. I simply trust. I do recognize the difference between my writings and the enhanced writings that occur when the Starkittys are assisting me, as the phraseology is quite different.
Generally when I begin a session, the younger Starkittys surround me and Sweet Pea grounds us all by retreating to the basement. Pal alternates between supporting Sweet Pea or hanging with the kidz. No matter what comes through, somehow all of the information gets filtered or processed through Sweet Pea. Sweet Pea is one of my oldest felines and has been a paramount instigator of my journey into 'conscious awakening' and intuitive co-creating as a human being. One thing we hold in common is that we are both stewards for truth, whatever truth may be. She is a tremendously fierce personality who has a rather chastising way about her. Behaviorally speaking, she is extremely willful and direct. Consequently, her deliverance of information often comes out seemingly in harsh or abrupt tones.
I have learned over the years how to soften the edges of her directness, knowing full well that newly awakening humans are quite emotionally fragile beings; for their very personal realities are being shaken to the core. Newly awakening humans are not used to taking on the harsh reality of their previous ignorances. Most would like to bury the past and not deal with the consequences of their 'prior to awakening' behaviors. Unfortunately, there are energetic ramifications for human behavior that does not simply dissolve simply because a human has suddenly woken up. Sweet Pea and I both know that in order to fully evolve into enlightened beings, we need to accept all of what we were, are and will be, and that includes responsibly accepting present day consequences for previously behaving unconsciously.
Therefore I felt a good introductory jar from a feisty feline would work well as initial entry into the thankless world task the animals of the planet have taken on. Perhaps a mild shaking is necessary to scuttle the dust off our mass created human thoughts which have become so mired in metaphysical confusements and misunderstandings that even our famous theologians, religious icons and scientists are scratching their heads. So with a great sense of humor, I unleash Sweet Pea upon you and just let her rip.
Sweet Pea:
Humans, settle down. You move too much. So much of your lives are wasteful creations of misspent energies. Much of life's richest experiences are lost to the human habit of scrambling around in useless circles to get somewhere other than where they presently are. If you so claim to want assistance with your life's stresses you need only stop and look down at your pets. If you do not have a pet, then just stop and look at nature. It is so simple. There is no work involved in making the easy decision to stop the nonsensical scrambling. Just stop. Just look. Just settle down!
Look into the eyes of your pet who is pleading with you to see the love of the moment. That's why we are here. We are here to remind you on a psychic and subtly vibrational level that you are never in the dark - no matter what you 'think'. We simply wait at your feet for you to awaken enough to realize how much we can help you. Humans do not understand what love is or what it actually does to energetically reinforce and repair the ragged human body or soul. But animals are directly connected to this very misunderstood energy and that's why so many humans have made 'pets' of us! You could say that we are stewards of the love frequency and that on a scientific level, if this is how you need to interpret it, we carry a very significant and most profound impact on the healing of the human race.
Humans do not know how to cultivate, feel or recognize just how the vibrational frequencies of love energy penetrates and transmutes their dark thoughts and emotional pains. But animals, especially felines, are very adept at sitting in the auric fields of their human caretakers and drawing off the overflow of toxic energies that stagnate and thwart human happiness and growth. We are masters at vibrational and sound healing. In fact our purr resonates to certain frequencies of planet Earth and when we purr in your presence, we cause a sympathetic resonance between your bodies, our bodies and the naturally organic frequencies of the planet. This in effect, puts all three physical bio-energetic forms in harmony.
Not only do we bring your body frequencies into alignment with the planet, if you wonder why so many of your cats and dogs obtain cancer, leukemia and other related human diseases, just know that these diseases were in your soul form and that in our love for humanity and for our human friends, many of us have absorbed far more toxins into our bodies than we should have. Often we die from the very disease you would have died from had we not taken those more negatively swirling frequencies out of your system.
Why do we do this? Because we are constantly connected to the spirit world and therefore do not fear leaving our physical bodies. In fact, many times when we have become so diseased that we suffer great pain, we are quite often relieved to be released from the physical forms that hold us to the 'feelings' of pain. Besides, we know that we are still around you even though we have left our physical bodies.
It is you, who concentrates so hard on the physicalness of life that you have forgotten how to tap the spirit worlds yourselves. Were you still able to do this as a race, your world would be very, very different than it is now. Not only would you not fear your own deaths, you would not contract half the diseases you contract now because you would better understand on an energetic level, how not to attract negative or toxic energies to your bodies that have a natural tendency to hold or store such energies.
If your cat sits on your lap or any portion of your body, know that they are most often working on that portion. Not a day goes by that your feline friend is not helping you to balance or heal. Not only do your pets help you to feel good' via the love they are giving to you, they are also extracting negative thought forms and other toxic material that your body has collected over time. They do this on the energetic levels that actually affect the molecular structure of the body cells in the human form.
Many of you awakening souls know through your holistic studies that the human body is made up of underlying light patterns. These light patterns, when distorted cause the physical or emotional bodies to malfunction. When malfunction of energy flow occurs for extended periods of time, disease sets into the physical human body.
The present day mass human awakening process includes understanding that not only are we a conscious being-ness that has 'chosen' to live with you and to take on some of your life issues with you, but that we are sentient beings of consciousness with our own flavor or 'take' on this creation, your world and your progress as a soul. The fact that you cannot communicate in our advanced language system which includes telepathic exchange is not our problem, it is yours. But it does indeed set up a very difficult working relationship between animals and humans, for the blindness of humans' limits our capacity to reach you when we know you really need us.
It is your blindness that prevents you from looking down at us when you most need to connect to love. It is your blindness that allows you to be constantly distracted in life. It is your blindness that disables you from hearing us when we talk to you in meows and you just 'think' that we are being pesky or annoying. We do vie for your attention quite often, but not because we need the love but because YOU do! Think about that.
We are constantly connected to spirit world, therefore we 'see' or perceive the energy of all living things. We see how everything is interconnected all the time. It is not we who are perceptually disconnected from the love energies of the planet, it is you who are. What you see all around you are separate forms. What you feel is separate-ness. What you experience in life are quite often all the feelings and emotions that have to do with lower level vibrational frequencies patterns of negativity…because you constantly entertain yourselves with ideas of separation.
When you believe you are separate from your neighbors or the people across the world, you behave in ways that cause further separateness. This causes human beings much pain because the energetic nature of your universe is actually a unified reality. Think about that humans! Your diseases have to do with your perceptual disconnection from the unified energies of everything that exists on your planet.
Were all of you to clearly understand that the plant consciousness and animal kingdom consciousness holds on energetic levels, the energetic balance of the planet's auric fields, which in effect creates the stable physical reality called your world, would you be so quick to destroy species or forests in the name of your man-made cities?
Human beings have for eons, been functioning in a sea of conscious unawareness of how they fit into the entire cosmic creation that manifests as your physical world. Most people think that they are human beings just trying to survive a tough, harsh world of many obstacles. Most human beings are so caught up in this survival game that they have lost all touch with what is their natural heritage of divine beingness.
There are not many human beings present that can stop, sit still and do nothing without actually believing that they will not be punished or annihilated for simply 'being', because the tribal consciousness or 'mass mind' of humanity holds the thought that to sit and be still, means instant or agonizing death of one's very being. These thoughts that invade the minds of your many frenzied humans do not belong to the awakened soul, who has learned how to separate oneself from mass thought projections. Awakened humans can differentiate between their own soul knowing and the fears and projections of the masses. But the masses of unawakened humans become caught and hooked into thoughts that do not even belong to them. How then, can we even begin to teach you about telepathic communication or other forms of psychic exchange if you cannot differentiate between yourself and your other human selves?
Can you see the dilemma we felines and canines face when attempting to communicate with you? Yet this is what we ask you to do.
Stop What You Are Doing,
Be Still And Allow Another Organically
Resonant Reality To Permeate Your Beingness
Chapter 2
The beginning chapters of this book have been authored directly by me for they lay the groundwork on how my relationship with my cats evolved; from my simply perceiving them as being just family pets to my recognizing and fully acknowledging them as the spiritual guardians, warriors and guides that they truly are.
There is no question that these are very powerful beings that walk amongst us. There is nothing nonsensical about the work that they do here, even though their delivery of information to us and the planet is done so in a very playful, soothing or smoochy way. Their cat bodies may be small but their auric fields are quite huge, as many of them carry far more energy than their little bodies physically demonstrate.
Their senses far exceed ours and their knowledge of our human history and understanding of where we stand evolutionally is exquisitely detailed and stunningly clear. From their perspective and yet from a very loving place, they state that we've got a lot of healing, mending & growing up to do. They understand the very complex nature of the human species for they have been beside us in our evolutionary path for many eons.
The psychic human handicaps we all suffer from along with our present day inabilities to understand just who they as a unique planetary species are, come from long term practiced human ignorance and disconnection from all that exists, they say. We have literally mired ourselves deeply in all that isn't important in this world Sweet Pea exclaims. The feline species has a lot to say to those who will dare to listen and who choose to claim back inner soul knowing over the extremely limited human education that is offered to most humans today.
With the interest of helping others to awaken to their own psychic pet connections, I have decided to detail the history of how this venture came about. There is much to learn simply from the story of my own awakening process with Sweet Pea and Pal. And there is much more to learn about who we all are, from the cats themselves.
 Probes That Awaken Occur In Many Ways
It was suggested to me during a channeling session back in the early 90's that my cats were not only partaking in the channeling party we humans were having but they were also performing very important duties that assisted in the channels ability to deliver pure and integral information to the group.
This gentle acknowledgement of the cats' participation by the entities we were then channeling opened a door that I quickly embraced and walked through. That one small opening was all I needed to draw me toward the many coming years of exciting psychic animal research I was to become involved in. One small opening offered is quite often all it ever takes to make a giant leap forward in one's life experience…if one is willing to trust innately in the 'leap of faith' process itself.
Truth be told, back then and long before my metaphysical career really unfolded, it absolutely thrilled me that my cats were actively choosing to be part of an activity that mesmerized me. I had always felt more than just love for my cats. I felt connected to them. In later years and through psychic means, I was astounded when I learned just how energetically entwined we truly all are!
Channelings & Psychic Experimentations
My initial focus upon animal consciousness from a psychic perspective occurred approximately fifteen years ago when some friends and I thought we were on the cutting edge of 'something really cool' regarding humanity's evolvement. At that time we were tickled silly to be meeting in secret to share with one another our personal theories about the psychic realms and to bring about opportunities for more visitations by unseen intelligences through a process that is now widely known as 'channeling'.
We often did this through various associates or friends whom we knew had the gift to 'hook up' with invisible entities and translate their thoughts and ideas. That innate part of the soul that doesn't doubt seemed wide open in each of us, which was the door that enabled us to actually embark on our future journey back to psychic gifting via 'soul knowing'.
During those early and innocent years, it was a never-ending and exciting adventure to gather and chat with various forms of intelligence who took up residence in other realms, planets or galaxies. The data brought forth was always fascinating and we were learning at breakneck speed, a tremendous amount of information regarding our own galactic heritage as a species. It superceded everything we were ever taught in schoolroom classes and that just thrilled the daylights out of all of us. We knew we were on the brink of something even if we couldn't establish what that something was exactly.
My friends and I knew full well that we were, like many other secret groups throughout the globe, culling information that would somehow in our future benefit society and mankind's ascent to full consciousness. But back then only God knew how. We had no clue as to how it would all come together for us in our minds nor could we know how we would ultimately act as the public beacons for this incoming knowledge. We didn't understand what our roles were to be. We simply embraced all that was by the sheer excitement that stirred within. Passion is known to lead us to our ultimate soul dreams, even when we don't always recognize that we are acting on our passions.
We were simply thrilled it was happening, for each of us since childhood had harbored a sense that 'something more' existed in terms of the living human reality we were being forced to live out. Each of us had a lifelong hunger to know more than what we'd been taught and so just imagine how excited we were to finally meet one another and actually be doing something about it in adulthood.
The incoming Psychic, Indigo and Crystal children will never know what it was like for us to have to hide our identities in a society that was not ready for what we held in our thoughts and believed in our hearts. Part of our journey we later learned, was to pave the way and make it easy for these incoming souls to do what they do - which is to act upon their expanded consciousness and endeavor in the world to bring about more harmonious living conditions for all of humanity.
This couldn't be done so easily 20, 30 or 40 years ago and many of us lived very frustrating lives as we were aware that we were tapping into far greater realities than most of humanity was even barely aware of and yet we could not act on our soul knowing without facing great ridicule or enduring our way through the suffocating obstacles that were thrust up in our faces by those who didn't want to see societal change effected. A society based on enslaving souls to a rigid system of 'robotoid beingness' does not easily embrace a bunch of freedom mongers whose soul desire is to 'be more' than what's been dictated that they can be. This life struggle is a common theme in humanity's generational evolution.
During these early psychic growth years there were no advertised yoga classes. There were no metaphysical expos or UFO conferences available to stroll through. There were no certified training classes for psychic based healing modalities such as hands on healing or even the ever popular Reiki. There was no instruction book on channeling into infinity or any map as to who all the invisible beings were, where they were from or how we were actually 'in reality' even psychically-energetically tapping them. Energy systems for describing the physical human body hadn't even been created yet for one can't create a 'system' for teaching when enough data has not even been culled yet in order to BE formulated!
We did this initial work of culling and systemizing energy patterns of the Universe through our psychic activity, as did many thousands of others who were simultaneously doing the same thing all over the globe. We didn't realize that we were partaking in a cosmically orchestrated and globalized human ascension plan that was firing off the DNA coding in some of us biologically and psychologically. And it wasn't quite a career endeavor that registered in our societal systems as work worthy of pay.
I had only the vaguest idea of what DNA was. Most of us were artists like myself; intellectuals and rather heady people who were often classified as 'airy' or spaced out. Those labels of the times couldn't be further from the truth. Such labels evolved from the more common tribal human consciousness thought waves that could not yet connect in to greater levels of information yet. Why?
The taking in of information alters one's personal living reality. Therefore, to take in information that is greater than one's lifestyle habits; on a mass level, would greatly disturb the present everyday realities of many. As researchers, we have since learned that human evolution is a very slow process in which each human being's DNA coding fires off only at a time when the biological form is capable and stable enough to be able to make such changes or lifestyle shifts.
For many of us who were artists of the times, we were already somewhat psychologically inwardly stabilized by our habitual lifestyles of nonconformist behavior. Anyone these days knows that most artists have to learn how to juggle many survival skills in order to maintain one's dream as well as maintaining a connection to mainstream society modes when first starting off. So making grand shifts in our lives during those times was something that many of us had done habitually before due to the nature of who we were. Therefore, we were easily predisposed to the habit of having to constantly adapt to many life shifts required in order to continue on in psychic research.
Brazenly, secretly and without paychecks many thousands of us across the globe endeavored simply on instinct, to 'map carve' new perspectives for mass human consciousness. Most of this new paradigm shift occurred in small living rooms or huts scattered across the globe. That's how extraordinary events are designed to occur.
That's why it is so incredibly important to pay attention to the moments at hand, rather than live for the future or run from the past. What seem ordinary or common everyday occurrences or coincidences are most often the silver platter that our greatest opportunities arrive upon.
Happily now, the few thousands of us researchers and healers who were initially triggered, have now multiplied into vast numbers as psychic information by its very nature is available to all who are open to receiving it. There are millions who are now considered Light workers, holistic healers and the 'new force of reckoning' for the dawning of a new human paradigm. Those of us who were pioneers of the human evolvement process 10, 15 and 20+ years ago are now beginning to witness the manifesting effects that our unseen, unpaid services have brought about. It is only now just starting to make sense!
We get to relax a little and watch the Indigo kids do their thing, knowing full well that many of them have the support we never received, because we were busy creating key support structures for them. It's a great joy to interact with young kids and young adults simply because they are intuitively more connected to the thoughts of plants and animals. It's the most natural thing in the world for them to accept the voices and ideas of their pets. It's much easier for them to talk bluntly and directly about the wounds of the planets animals and the ignorance of humanity. It is these kids who will affect a return to 'connected human living'.
The Invisible and Physical Are Constantly Connected
The initial engagement with invisible life forms via the channeling process is what led us right back to what the children of the planet already innately know. It led us to who sat right beneath our feet in furry physical forms.
As we gathered together and bombarded the entities with a zillion questions, we channeled many different groups and essences and entities and learned much about the nature of invisible reality.
It was during one such session that my two black cats, who normally shunned the company of other humans when they came to visit, found their way nonchalantly down the stairs, across the room we were channeling in and to the porch entrance that we had left open on a hot summer night.
The last thing I was thinking about was what my cats were doing until the entity we were channeling took note and applauded the cats for doing their job well. This prompted the natural follow up question, 'Just what was that job that they were doing so well?'
The entity explained that the cats were very much interested in our channeling activities for they were thrilled that we humans were awakening to that which existed beyond physicality - meaning the spirit world to which the cats were already finely attuned. The cats were holding an energetic frequency of light at the door so that no negatively polarized energies or intelligences could disrupt or disturb the transmission process from the entity to our channel.
In essence, they were casually guarding the door, for 'any door', whether physical or invisible is an opening and when humans channel, if they are not adept in the methods of protection and discernment, they will attract all kinds of interfering and negatively polarized intelligences in their calling.
We never asked the cats to do this and unless that entity had made mention of it, I'm sure we would have continued to go about our exciting business completely oblivious to the enormous gift my pets were offering up. Talk about thankless work.
For me, this was the only trigger I needed to prompt me to push forward on the idea of human to animal psychic communication. After all, I had always been deeply connected to the animal kingdom. I learned much about my cats that night and naturally wished to know more. I wanted to know who the feline species was and how they got to be on planet at this time. I wanted to know about the Egyptian connection to the cats. I wanted metaphysical information on the purpose of the cat species. I wanted to know how to better assist the wounded animals I came across. And so began my tentative probing into the world of animal communication…with the assistance of Sweet Pea and Pal.
My Best Buds
Sweet Pea and Pal have been with me for approximately 15 years now. They were delivered to my front porch step as part of a litter of six kittens by a stray that had originally birthed them across the street. One Sunday I sat down on the front porch steps sipping a cup of tea while keeping my then husband company as he cut the grass. This was a fluke for I had never taken to my front porch steps in all of the many years I had lived in my home. Fluke often plays a part in the human psychic awakening process.
I heard slight rustle in the bushes and without thought I reached down and pulled out two jet black kittens. I discovered a few more kittens playing around the corner of the house and managed to grab at least two more. Feeling guilt for stripping the mother of her babies, I left two with her and instantly set out to find homes for the rest. I had no intention of keeping them for I'd grown up with cats and now had a free flying house parakeet, who was all I wanted to care for at the time.
Two months passed and no matter what I did I could not unload the two black kittens upon anyone. Personally I thought they were stellar looking and couldn't fathom why people preferred the calico and tiger kittens over these exceptionally handsome kitties. In the meantime, while I was busy fixated on ridding myself of these unexpected visitors, my ex accidentally crushed my parakeet in the refrigerator door and devastated me with an unexpected loss. I was still reeling in grief over the loss of Tweety when a woman suddenly asked to take the two black cats so that they could keep her lone older black cat company. I delivered them to her pronto.
It wasn't until I drove home from my 'drop' that I found myself knee deep in tears and greatly remorseful for letting the kitties go. My grief over loosing the kittens seemed to overwhelm my grief for Tweety. For two more weeks I cried my eyes out while telling myself I was an idiot for being overly emotional. What was the matter with me anyway?
One night in meditation I begged the God-force to return them to me. Another week or so passed however and I began to realize that I was going to just have to accept my stupidity and my losses. I took a vacation trip to visit some channeling friends in Kentucky hoping a change of focus would put distance between me and my abnormally deep grief.
I've been around long enough to know that things have a funny way of happening when they are truly meant to be and this story is as typical as it gets when metaphysical synchronicity happens. Upon arrival home and from out of the blue I received a call from the woman to whom I delivered the cats. She requested that I immediately retrieve them as they were not getting along with her cat. Luckily for me, I had stressed to her upon handing them over that I would gladly take them back if it didn't work out for her.
Needless to say, I bolted for her house and as I bent down in her kitchen and called to them, they both bounded across the floor and leapt right into my lap. I knew at that very moment that these cats were destined to be with me. I was thrilled to have two black cats. I would later through psychic means, learn the significance of their coloring in relation to my own soul's light.
So began my journey with two feline souls who have, since that fumbled beginning, filled my life with an extraordinary amount of love and who have delivered to me a delicious amount of information about the feline species and their role on the planet.
In their many years with me, they have participated in every channeling session I have had to date. They've carried me emotionally through an exquisitely devastating and malicious divorce process and protected me from the astral projections of my very angry ex. They have astral traveled with me to vacation locations when physical separation was forced. They have worked in conjunction with psychic healers on my energy bodies.
They have worked with me in dreams and they serve as my constant grounding forces for the psychic related work I continue on with. I not only thank them constantly from the bottom of my heart and clearly respect their occasional opinions regarding my life, I absolutely worship the ground they walk on. What human would go to such lengths to unconditionally love as they have?
Evolving Work Manifests Into New Form
A rather ordinary yet significant event prompted the emergence of this book. I originally had no intention of assisting in the creation of one since I was busy developing a metaphysically educative website that already took up much of my time and energy in terms of writing and editing. The last thing on my mind was for me to act as a translator for a cat. But things have a funny way of coming about and Sweet Pea has actually requested that I work with her for as she puts it, she has much to say; if I would but just cooperate, settle down a bit, meditate, listen and interpret for her.
She initially requested that I take to notebook and pen in my bed for both she and Pal felt that the computer box I constantly work on at my desk distracted me far too much. They do not quite understand why I sit and stare at it all day. She wanted me away from the mind box and into heart so that I would listen better. Pal grew concerned over the amount of EMF's my body was absorbing. I have explained to Sweet Pea that I am a much more efficient writer/listener with my laptop box than I would be with archaic pad and pen.
So we've agreed to compromise although Sweet Pea states that the electrical nature of the lap-box is not necessarily in my favor nor is it the totally magnetic experience she wants to have with me. Electricity disturbs the magnetic based human life form she says, and causes the human energy fields to vibrate in chaotic and unrefined ways.
What occurs as a result is that the physical organs, which are fueled by underlying energy fields, become stressed and do not function correctly or in harmonic rhythm to Earths own magnetic vibrational frequencies, which is how we are intended to function energetically speaking. Part of our psychic sensory difficulties lay in the area of over saturation of electromagnetic frequency fields that surround us and jam our abilities to properly tune in.
This includes computers, TV's, microwave ovens, telephone poles and even our local town generators that send out constant underground discordant frequencies into our neighborhoods. Until we learn to release ourselves from our man-made, mind created electronic toys she says, we will never be able to fully tap our fully actualized human potentials, nor will we be able to fully hook into the evolutional life force growth process that is cosmically orchestrated.
I recognize her concern and have explained to her that though I understand her clearly, a part of me chooses to work with electricity for the convenience of expediting my workload. From my human perspective she doesn't have to worry about paying bills and scheduling free time to be able to do this work. From her perspective, were I vibrationally attuned correctly I would not have survival issues to begin with. This is somewhat of a moot point between us. As an awakening human being I do grasp that the choices I make regarding this process with her may ultimately hinder my work with her more than help it, but until that awareness becomes overwhelming in my system, I have opted to stay with the lap-box for now.
Kitty Perspectives Carry Significant Weight
When it comes to speak out on a life situation, Sweet Pea is not one to soften any truth as she sees it. Its one thing I love about her for she mirrors back to me my no nonsense 'get to the heart' of it approach to life. I can't stand lies and I'll take any truth no matter how ugly it is to deal with. Something in my nature despises deceit and the coveting nature of human behavior because to my soul, lying completely defeats the human evolutional process of movement toward the light. Sweet Pea agrees, in fact we have many life perspective similarities, which is yet again another typical psychic synchronicity.
Sweet Pea tells it like it is and doesn't mind hollering out about something if it truly bothers her. While I am much more gently poised about vocalizing my life grievances, I understand her need to be who she is and speak loudly when she feels the need. And in the past few years, she's had an awful lot to holler about.
In the honoring of her spirit which is fierce, opinionated and huge, I have agreed to be her voice in the human community. Her brother Pal has agreed to support this joint effort and offer his opinions on occasion as well, as I have had extensive psychic communication with him over the years as well. He understands that this is Sweet Pea's deal and is happy to kick in his opinion when requested to.
The Sweet Pea Journal emerged because of a life shift we have all recently gone through which was prompted by my grandiose idea of attempting to work very closely with several other feline spirits who have come to me by way of surprise, much to Sweet Pea's initial chagrin. The sudden arrival of a stray one winter day completely turned our household upside down and energetically shifted the once very peaceful energy dynamic I maintained with Sweet Pea and Pal for many years, into pure chaos. Luckily, over a two year period a brand new level of harmony has manifested as the new reality, with the addition of five more kitties.
Since all of us were forced to shift energetically in the first year of 'the change', a lot of hurt feline feelings and fears emerged for me to deal with. True to my intention of working with feline spirits, we have evolved enough to find a very creative solution to our most unusual circumstances.
Sweet Pea has been given a new focus and this has helped all three of us to emerge through the chaos with a new sense of direction and excitement. We are all evolving together to a new level of co-existence and though certain days have their catty moments, I believe wholeheartedly now that this book was truly meant to be. And I wholeheartedly support Sweet Pea and her species, despite how many human guffaws I may in the future receive.
Chapter 3
Grand Shifts Always Come In Little Surprises
On the heels of our greatest winter blizzard and just as the first snow was filtering through the skies, as I pulled in from the street a beautiful fluffy white feline appeared at the end of the driveway. She was momentarily stricken as to which way to go for several cars were passing by rather quickly and I instantly saw the fear and distraction on her face.
Not wanting her to dash into the street in panic, I quickly knelt down and called to her. This is a method I have used for every wild or stray animal I have encountered as it tends to enable the animal to 'feel' the emanation of safety and heart projected trust coming from my body.
She instantly cued in to my message, ran toward me and then appropriately greeted me with smooches and a purr. I spoke to her for a moment, easing her nervous fear and told her I recognized clearly that she was not an outdoor cat and that a huge storm was coming. I told her that no matter what, my instincts were to take her in and worry about returning her to whomever she belonged to later, after the storm had subsided.
I immediately offered her entrance to my car as testing ground to see if she would balk at being in my physical company in a restrained environment, as I knew that Pal my dog-spirit cat would be waiting just inside the door for me. Not wanting to inflict danger upon Pal or unnecessary fear upon either of them, I gently lifted her into my car and we sat in each others presence for a few moments as I continued to tell her why I was taking this action with her.
People tend to think that animals have no idea what we're saying to them. I have learned from my metaphysical research and channelings that animals do indeed understand exactly what we are saying to them because they not only hear our words, but they also read our body energies and our thoughts or intentions. It is we who are blinded to the ability to see clairvoyantly or intuit the vibrations of cats' internal thoughts.
She talked in a distressed language and I knew that she was still unsure of my intentions, so I just continued to speak gently to her, allowing her to focus on the constant stream of my smooth babbling voice. It's mighty hard for human strangers to trust one another in fateful conditions where vulnerabilities lay wide open for the taking. Why should it be any different for animals who are already far more psychically sensitive than we are?
I noticed that she was frightfully skinny and guessed that she had been out on the streets for quite some time despite the fact that she definitely did not resemble a normal housecat. This feline was a purebred or pedigree of some kind and far too 'white' to survive much longer out on her own in the dead of winter. White cats in general are too much of an easy target in the wild. That's why there are so few white animals existent.
I decided to take the next step and carry her indoors after I managed to extricate myself from the car with her still in it so that I could unlock my back door and clear Pal of the room. As I lifted her to the porch, she suddenly fought me like a wildcat but some deep inner sensing in me told me to hold her down and comfort her, despite her frantic scrambling.
Somehow I knew that if I wasn't firm, I'd loose my only chance of saving her as it was clear to me that she was in trouble from a survival standpoint. If I lost her to the storm, I just felt that that would be the end of her. As soon as I managed to get her settled in an upstairs bedroom, I again explained about the storm and what I was going to do with her. I set the room up with a litter box, a soft makeshift bed, a bowl of water and fed her. She settled in immediately. For three days the storm dumped a whopping amount of snow on the town and it took several days for everyone to dig out of it.
All the while she sat quietly and contentedly and easily let me care for her. Unlike most stray cats that are forced unwillingly into strange and caged environments, she never once asked to leave the room but instead slept much of the time, always happily greeting me when I entered her new domain. It was as if she knew on a profoundly deep level that this was a temporary but safe haven of sorts, where she could psychologically, emotionally and physically rest all at the same time.
As for me, I was mesmerized by her ability to instantly appear as if she understood everything I said and to respond to gentle requests I made. I was also immediately taken by her ladylike and refined, yet bold personality. She was quite a mix of oddly configured personality traits. I was also greatly concerned about her health, so I called one of my psychic contacts and we had an immediate channeling session to check out the state of her physical body. I temporarily named her Little White Kitty for the sake of calling her something.
In all my years of work with feline consciousness, I have learned to trust the cats' knowledge of their health over the human doctors whom still practice limited healing modalities at veterinary clinics. As much as I trust my veterinarian, I trust the voices of my cats first and foremost. So it's always been an easy choice for me to consult the animal communicator about a health issue before I visit the vet.
I've saved countless dollars and valuable time by asking the cat what's wrong with his tummy before paying the vet to tell me that they can't determine what's wrong without extensive x-rays or further invasive tests. If only more humans would choose to do this it would save a lot of heartbreak and actually save some animal lives.
"Pal ate something he shouldn't have but he doesn't want to tell you what it is so I'll describe it for you. It appears as a grey mass, it is cigar shaped and is lodged in his lower intestine. If you feed him that gooey hairball remedy stuff, in a day or two he's sure he can pass it all on his own." Sure enough, Pal passed the cigar mass on a $1.98 tube of hairball grease, a $25.00 pet psychic tap and sans a $125.00 initial vet visit. Savings = $98.02., not to mention what more we could have saved had we been forced to take the path of ordering x-rays or an emergency operation!
One Little Thought Can Make For Very Big Waves
Channeling Session #1
My main goal in this first channeling session with Little White kitty was to find out about the state of her overall health and ask what I could do to immediately bolster her dehydrated state. My secondary goal was to find out her personal story and to get her back to her owner as soon as possible.
I figured that I could get her to describe the house she lived in, and if it were close by I could easily locate it by her description and return her after the storm. Asking the cat direct beat the limited human ordeal of spending lots of money on newspaper ads and dealing with massive phone inquiries for the next few weeks. Personally speaking, I'd rather put that money into necessary and possibly immediate veterinary health care.
The first and emotionally rewarding good news that the channeling clarified was that had I not intervened when I did, LWK stated that she was definitely on her last legs and that the storm would have definitely taken her out of her physical body, to which she expressed her deep gratitude to me for rescuing her at the last possible moment.
She stated that she was approximately a year and a half old and that she had bolted from her home approximately eight to ten weeks prior. Though she had taken great care to care for her body, she was terribly weakened from the scarcity of food and frigid cold of winter. She said that some other people had tried to assist her but she had read their energy and instinctively knew that they were not the right people to help. The last thing she wanted she stated, was to get trapped again in another miserable household.
She declared that she was not only a purebred, but that she was a 'high vibration' kitty and that 'sound healing' was her specialty. How fitting I thought, that she found her way to a musician's home. She claimed that her previous owners could not see her for who she was and this was very upsetting to her. They thought she was just a cat, albeit a pretty one, and according to her personal assessment of the level of consciousness at which they were functioning, they would never recognize who she was.
Though she claimed that she did love her female owner, the woman by her description, was entrenched in a very volatile relationship with her 'man' and around Xmas time, the fighting became unbearable to her so when she saw an opportunity to escape through an open door; she bolted and didn't look back. She had no use for a human woman who wouldn't wake up to the fact that she was co-creating her own dysfunctional and unhappy life by not kicking the abusive man out.
As far as she was concerned, she was a very old and sentient kitty soul who had 'been there, done that' and was looking for a less abusive, more harmonic living situation. She stated she just couldn't vibrationally tolerate the human treachery any longer. It was agonistic enough to cause her to bolt out into the dead of winter.
One thing humans don't realize is that noise, whether emanating from a radio, a TV or from human vocal cords; when it rises to a particular pitch in frequency, it becomes screeching-ly caustic to feline ears.
So when I attempted to get her to state where she had lived so that I could return her, she clearly stated back to me that she did not want to go back and would bolt again if she was forced back. This information shocked me for I would have never considered the adamancy of a cat's mindset. I asked further about the woman owner, knowing full well how devastated I would be had I lost a cat.
Little White Kitty stated that though the woman was initially upset, she never bothered to call shelters or run ads seeking her beloved pet either and this indicated to Little White Kitty that her concern would dissipate relatively quickly. After all, what owner who truly loved her cat wouldn't search the world for her?
I told her I would find a new home for her then if that's what she wished. Wanting to do the very best for her I asked what kind of home she'd like to live in and if she had a preference for a particular type of family or lifestyle. Meanwhile, in the surrounding days I scanned the papers and pet clinics for Lost Cat ads, just in case. But in my many years of working psychically with animals, I have accepted that their desires are very real and are to be fully valued, just as we so desire that our dreams be acknowledged and accepted by others. So when this furry little thing adamantly declared she would not go back, I accepted her answer fully.
Felines live in the moment and when they decide to move on from something, though they have feelings for previous experiences, they tend to focus more on what is in front of them. They have no problem leaving behind situations that don't suit them.
Never, NEVER Bring A New Cat In
Without Your Old Cat's Permission!
What was once a blessedly peaceful household with a solid routine and a harmonic rhythm of three suddenly turned into instant battle ground as I tried to integrate a fluffy young female into the sedentary family mix. It took several channeling sessions and much trial and error before I realized just how difficult integration was to be and how complex kitty personalities were.
Just because one endeavors to, with 'conscious awareness' psychically work with feline consciousness; it doesn't mean the felines are always on the same page as you. Just because in psychic session their higher selves make agreements doesn't mean that their physical kitty bodies can easily process or act out the higher objectives initially agreed upon.
Felines have the ability to telepathically communicate their thoughts to one another. Pal and Sweet Pea had been having many discussions lately about LWK. Sweet Pea and LWK were also having direct conversations that I initially was unaware of!
What I didn't realize was that though they have this telepathic ability, they still have the same ability that humans do in terms of keeping secret that which they wish others not to know! Just because cats are telepathic it doesn't mean that they share everything or can read each others minds. This was revealed in the next channeling session we had, which was scheduled immediately after the cats had a huge and very violent bedroom brawl.
Initially in our first channeling session Little White kitty had stated that she didn't mind my spaying her as her life's mission as she so described it, was not about raising kittens but was about supporting the psychic opening of humans. As a high vibration kitty she felt her talents would be wasted doing something she'd already mastered in many past lifetimes. I made note to make arrangements to take her to the vets for a pre-spay checkup.
Also in that initial session she surprisingly declared that that yes, she did want the crystal bead collar necklace that I was 'thinking' of getting her. Apparently, she had a collection of pretty collars that she'd left behind and she had been listening to me babble at her, which I had taken to doing anytime I came into her room. She'd heard me ask her about getting her a jewel collar because I innately sensed she should have one. In session she wanted me to know that her answer to my idea was YES and that I was psychically right on the money for picking up on her penchant for pretty necklaces. Clarification of your natural psychic abilities comes through in many ways I've learned.
I had also guessed right on her name idea as she was very white in spiritual vibration and wanted to be called something that reflected that. Trite as the name was, my psychic senses again were once again formally confirmed. How much closer to the color white could you get except to name her that?
In our previous channeling session since I had asked Sweet Pea and Pal's permission to try to integrate her into our home during a trial period, I was very disturbed by the violence factor upon every introduction I attempted to initiate. I really needed answers as to why they had all agreed in previous session to co-exist and then we were all having such a difficult time living that conceptual idea out.
In first session Sweet Pea initially had exclaimed that she wanted nothing to do with 'that ratty white thing' so I immediately knew that this would be a rough ride for her. She wanted no other female in the house as she was the queen and the only queen as she saw it. Pal was a little bit more forgiving and thought LWK was a cutie pie.
This easy acceptance on his part further unnerved Sweet Pea. Pal was openly and enthusiastically willing to give integration a shot even though he was a little nervous about Sweet Pea's abrupt anger. It was a great effort on Sweet Pea's part to agree to a trial period, I fully recognized. But some deep art of me really wanted to try to keep LWK and so I pressed my two beloveds to concede, hoping that if I could just get them to give it time, it might all work out in the end.
Little White Kitty recognized the situation was difficult and out rightly agreed that Sweet Pea could still be the queen and stated emphatically that her only interest was to live quietly and humbly with us. All she wanted was acceptance. Sweet Pea very reluctantly stated that she'd try but under NO circumstances was LWK to share her litter box! Sweet Pea also wanted safe ground, to which we declared living zones for Sweet Pea only.
Despite Sweet Pea's initial upset, when all finally agreed to co-habit, I began the integration process very slowly and very, very carefully. I was exceptionally alert to the possibility that it may not work out but since the felines formally agreed to 'try it out'; I enthusiastically embraced the idea of adding a third cat to the household.
But what started as Sweet Pea's mere discontent at the sight of Little White Kitty soon became very clear intent to sabotage the trial period. Sweet Pea is a very smart, very clever feline who knows how to effectively manipulate people and other felines to ensure what she wants.
Practically overnight, or so it seemed, Sweet Pea became so physically disturbed by LWK's presence that I opted to start integration with Pal alone, who had initially stated that he was very welcoming of new energy to the house. I figured that if he could establish peace one on one with LWK, there might be a chance with Sweet Pea ultimately. Wrong, dumb and hopeful humans should never underestimate the power of a Queen feline.
Suddenly in quick succession of Sweet Pea's turn of heart, Pal turned equally vicious and unaccepting of LWK. Not only was I suddenly contending with two very hissy angry kitties, both Sweet Pea and Pal retreated to the cellar for several days and refused to sleep with me, even with LWK locked in her room all day. In eleven years I had never heard Pal or Sweet Pea hiss and growl at me.
That behavior and the cellar retreat damned near broke my heart for not one night has ever gone by without their sleeping with me. Meanwhile Little White Kitty had tried very valiantly to remain humble to no avail and poor I was getting my ass kicked by my own two cats. Never before in the entire history of loving my two cats had I ever erupted in anger. One tiny little white kitty managed to get us all upset with one another and I was dumbfounded by the disruptive power of white induced chaos.
Throughout the whole ordeal not only had I become impressed with Little White Kitty's willingness completely to acquiesce to the situation, I was astounded that she actually held to her prior agreement in channeling session to not aggravate the situation when severely challenged to defend herself. True to her word, she humbled herself in front of Sweet Pea and took a whole lot of crap from her…in fact she groveled, as I saw it.
Pal's sudden behavior change seriously stumped me until I realized that Sweet Pea was applying manipulative pressure upon him. Through a later channeling session my hunches were proven right. Sweet Pea had telepathically delivered an ultimatum to Pal. His choice was to back her up in her efforts to rid the house of the ratty thing or he'd pay the consequences for the rest of his life. Knowing that I'd ultimately get over my upset at their behavior, he wisely chose to align with Sweet Pea, who desperately I didn't realize, needed his support in this case.
This really put quite a rift between us for awhile because I wondered if Sweet Pea and Pal in all of their years with me realized how rare a situation it was that a human would be so willing to 'consciously work' with them. What other human would go to such measures to maintain the co-creator co-exist process with the animals she lived with? Not only was I enormously angry at Sweet Pea's irrational fear but I was dumbfounded at the level at which she played the manipulation game.
But little did I know that there was more to Sweet Pea's hostile behavior than I could possibly imagine. And indeed, much more information through the grace of psychic means soon unfolded that ultimately broke open the floodgates of Sweet Pea's rage.
Big Surprises Come In TEENY TINY Packages
One night, as my boyfriend and I cleared away dinner dishes downstairs while discussing my distress over the situation and the fate of little White Kitty, I heard a frantic scratching at her bedroom door. This surprised me because I had allowed Little White Kitty to spend most of the day with me, while Sweet Pea and Pal held stubborn vigil in the cellar. I had just returned her to her room so I was puzzled by her unusual display of aggression.
I ran upstairs on impulse to quickly check in on her and instantly, in a frantic yet excited manner, she led me to a bed basket I had made for her. She was ecstatic and literally rolled in it in a way that I'd never seen her behave before. Then suddenly an overwhelming thought dawned on me. She was about to birth.
Skinny, emaciated LWK's recent weight gain was more than the good food I was feeding her. Dumbly, I had thought that the recent funny ribcage gain was possibly worms and even more dumbly, the practicing vet technician I took her to for an initial checkup never guessed her condition during her exam.
Stunned, I rushed to get the proper bedding under her and within moments she dropped her first baby. For the next three hours, we witnessed her deliver three more beautiful healthy babies. I was absolutely thrilled at the blessing and surprise gift we were given and grateful that LWK had beckoned me to witness it. She could have easily birthed them without my knowledge and I would have never known until way after the fact!
She seemed to innately trust that I would gladly embrace such a miracle and I was deeply grateful for her generosity in letting me be so close to her in her most vulnerable moments. After all, I'd only had her a month and had housed her under rather chaotic and unsettling circumstances. In those first few hours and days, she graciously let me touch and hold her kittens.
And as I glossed over these beautiful babies, I slowly realized why Sweet Pea was so upset. Sweet Pea knew she was pregnant all along. No wonder she was having temper tantrums!
Channeling Session #3
Our third channeling session came on the heels of the birth, as I now had a slight predicament on my hands. Sweet Pea and Pal would have to tolerate LWK for another month or so as she raised her kittens. Not only did I need to establish a sense of peace in my house; I needed and more importantly, desired Sweet Pea's understanding. I also wanted to get down to the heart of LWK's situation because of course certain things didn't make sense.
In channeling session number three I asked why LWK had stated that she wasn't into raising babies in our first session when she clearly came in pregnant and secondly I asked Sweet Pea why she didn't bother to spill the beans when she had the chance. Both LWK's and Sweet Pea's answers surprised me and taught me more about how the felines work in terms of their personal realities. Not surprisingly, they are very human-like in their thoughts and emotional responses.
Sweet Pea stated that she hadn't known initially that LWK was pregnant; in fact, she had lectured LWK on her being a 'shameless hussy' as she put it, warning her of the ill fate of most stray kittens when LWK first entered the house. Sweet Pea had been a stray herself. She was very upset when LWK came to the house because she knew that LWK had been in heat and been dallying with a group of males. What Sweet Pea didn't know at the time was that she was already pregnant and that her lecture came too late.
Sweet Pea had ascertained most of her info via smell, and certain conversations with LWK. She initially smelled the males on LWK. Later on, she smelled the hormonal pregnancy changes in LWK. That was how she found out and why she couldn't tell me sooner. Her discovery occurred after our initial channeling session and so she had tried to tell me through her demonstrated anger.
Little White Kitty's answer shocked me when it came to her experience with the males as she described it. LWK had gone into heat for the first time and being out in the wild with hormones raging, she called and a few males showed up. But as she rolled in a hormonal ecstasy, she didn't understand what the males were doing or why they were hurting her.
The feline species is known for rather violent breeding as the tip of the male cat's penis is barbed so that upon withdrawal, it actually rips and causes the female to swell and bleed. This ensures that his sperm alone will impregnate her, as in her swollen state, it is hard for another male to penetrate her.
I was literally astounded that LWK not only did not understand what intercourse was, but having had no other female cat to educate her in her youth and because she did not understand the whole experience she was having; she got knocked up, not even knowing it. It wasn't until approximately a month after she was in my house, as her hormones signaled to both Sweet Pea and her, that she was pregnant. Sweet Pea point blank told her, 'You got knocked up you fool'.
Without knowing when I would schedule another channeling session, Sweet Pea became frustrated that she could not tell me. On top of her frustration, her anger and disgust at LWK magnified when she realized that pregnancy meant even more felines in the household.
This uprooted Sweet Pea on a very deep level as she felt betrayed by LWK whom she felt lied to me in session and betrayed her in the initial days she came in when Sweet Pea first lectured her. Sweet Pea herself personally believed that LWK knew when she came in that she was pregnant and that she purposefully betrayed Sweet Pea by coveting such an important secret. Whether that perception was actually accurate or not, I instantly understood Sweet Pea's perception of betrayal and the emotional upset behind that.
Lies, betrayal, sneaking around….does any of this sound familiar to any humans out there? LWK later fessed up that by the time she realized what had happened, she did hide the information for a time because she feared that I would dump her back out on the street and she only wanted a safe haven for her kittens in the dead of winter. By that time, with protective mother instincts being fueled by female hormones, she began defending her nest - which completely undermined my integration process with Pal and her. What a mess. And the poor unsuspecting Good Samaritan human being got caught in the middle of it all.
Enter The Precious New Souls
Things calmed down a bit for the first three weeks as LWK was completely involved in nursing 24/7 and Sweet Pea and Pal now felt fully justified since the cat had finally been let out of the bag. At least everything was now on the up and up in Sweet Pea's mind and with LWK busy nursing, she would hopefully get some much needed 'household quiet'.
The next focus was of course, on the kittens and the joy of watching them nurse and grow. Calico, the last one born an hour after everyone else was much smaller and looked funny. I initially thought I had a 'special' kitty on my hands. Her head was flat and one eye was smaller than the other visually suggesting possible retardation. She was not responding to voice or touch. She also couldn't get a grip on a nipple around the ferocity of her three siblings who kept knocking her out of the way. Instinctually I began talking to her and nudging her back in and she was the prime choice to use as the bridge kitty to Pal and Sweet Pea, since she was quieter and slower than the rest.
I began to take her out for 'introduction sessions', whispering to her that she was my special bridge-effect healing kitty, in which case, for the majority of those introductions, both Pal and Sweet Pea would stare horrifically at her and the bolt for cover. Quite frankly I was shocked at their fear and refusal to 'come see' despite my constant and patient coaxing. Every once in awhile I'd catch Sweet Pea in a calm mood and she'd sit on the end of the bed and stare. Despite what seemed a futile effort on my part, Sweet Pea did later thank me in following sessions for sharing and showing the kittens as it helped them to not only see, but be part of the process.
As the kittens grew into their second month, I decided to have another session to ask the kittens who they were, what their dreams and life desires were and how I could most appropriately place them. Were they special mission kitties? Were they simply happy to have any home? Did they want to grow up with kids? Did anyone want to stay with Little White Kitty? My mounting instinct was that LWK would have a better shot at integration if she had at least one kitten who loved her to balance out the non-acceptance factor by Sweet Pea and Pal. I figured what the heck? What major impact is one more cat going to have?
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